Little Depression Problems

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These are my own problems.
You may 'submit' little depression problems of your own in my ask and I will make them as soon as possible and they will be accredited to those who send them.

You may also talk to me on my personal Tumblr, you just can't be anon. whatdifferenceadaymade.tumblr.com

I'm always around.

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decaduto:

@deacaduto - Find yourself. 

I am in no way seeking attention, do not attack me.

Hi, I’m “decaduto” - aka Ed. I have experienced a lot,  both good and bad. I was brought up with Christianity and I love that, I never cared what people said about my beliefs and they I veiwed things until I was 10. I was called fat, ugly, all names under the sun, people said things about my brother being autistic which killed me the most. I started being bulimic and threw up  my ham sandwhiches at lunch, then my parents found out. They made me sit in the schools office until the food had digested enough that most of it would stay down so I couldn’t throw it up, but I found ways of it getting it out. I didn’t want any weight, the average weight for my height then was 35kg and I weighed in at 24kg. I went to a bad counsellor and I stopped the frequency of the vomiting just so I could go out for recess and lunch and only threw up my dinner a few nights a week. After a while, I convinced my self  that I was never fat in the first place. I realised how stupid I was to do it in the first place, I built enough courage that whenever somone said something about my weight I ignored them. I moved schools the year later, that’s when all that perfect-ness came crashing down. I wanted to be confident and “beautiful” like all the others at my new school and I was, then, as you know, the bitching and the gossiping comes, all the bullshit that was spread about me was amazing, one of my christian friends said that I was a “Slut” and that I had sex with the boyfriend I was currently with, - bullshit-  then the vomiting started again for about two weeks. I was angry with myself for not being perfect, not being what everyone wanted me to be. It’s been a long process and other things have happened in between, but I am healing. Everyone can heal, no matter how bad their problem is, don’t think that your problem is the worst, think, “It’s not that bad, I can fix this” no matter how far you get, you are strong, strong for trying, but you need to change your mindset to fix your issues. 

Be stronger. I am always open for a chat, I will give the best advice I can, but if you don’t want to talk to anyone in particular, anonymously you can call the lifeline for all purposes, all small issues: 13 11 14. Don’t be afraid to ask for help.

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Posted on Tuesday 21 February 2012.
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