Anonymous asked:
I do little things without even noticing it. Like, I'll run red lights subconsciously and when I don't get hit I'll think, "Dammit, maybe next time" or I'll walk downtown alone at night, going through creepy alley ways, just hoping maybe I'll die. Look at my friends guns and hope they're loaded and someone accidentally slips and shoots me. Cut myself a bit too deep, just to see if it starts to become numbing during the end. I want to get off this earth. I just don't want to commit suicide.

It could be depression. Talk to your doctor about the issues you’re facing. Also you need to start being more positive. I can’t really say how because everyone’s version of happiness if different, but you must find someway. To start, ask yourself, what id making you depressed? Why do you feel as though you need to die?

Fay (openearsandashouldertocryon.tumblr)

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