February 2012
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takemetothe-grave asked: I'm supposed to be going to a counselor two times a week, and I'm going to see my doctor about anti-depressants in two weeks, actually. But I've read up on something called Cyclothymia, which is a form of Bipolar disease, where you go from euphoric to depressed in a short amount of time. I've tried telling my mom about it, but she just laughed at me. I've since told her...
Anonymous asked: im having problems with my boyfriend and my friends and my family,i drag myself into these stupid porblems because i don't know what else to do, my boyfriend says he doesn't know if he can trust me and im too much to worry about because i tried to kill myself today i had the pills ready. did i make a mistake by not doing it. ?
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takemetothe-grave asked: I've been depressed for a few years now. Not clinically diagnosed, but definitely depressed. In 2009 and early 2010, I was depressed to the point of attempting suicide, but in late 2010 and early 2011, I was as happy as I've ever been. Around August of this year, I slipped back into my depressed, and now I have my moments where I'm happy, confident, and social, but I also get...
Anonymous asked: I really appreciate what you do for your followers - I think you're doing a great thing. However, I would advise to try and stay away from diagnosing people from your asks. You're very helpful, but you're nowhere near a doctor or a professional, and I know you're trying to help, but you don't have enough information about the person or experience to be able to properly and...
Anonymous asked: (1)everyday, all I think about is I want to die, I want to kill myself, why didn't I do it three years ago, what if I did, I wouldn't be as painful as I am right now if I did, etc. I can never share any of these thoughts with anyone, not even my closest friends/bf because I know they will be even more unhappy, and it will be my fault. They're already worried and sad because they...
cheapfedoras asked: So I don't know if I'm depressed, but I feel tired almost all the time, which may or may not be because of the wildly varying amounts of sleep I get. I cut once, but I didn't really like it. Sometimes, in the moment, like with my friends, I'm actually happy, but then I get sad or numb again for awhile. I get angry easily. I've considered suicide, but I don't want to...
Anonymous asked: i faint and i have mental break downs a lot, im bipolar and i want to cut, ive been clean for about a year i guess, but i want to so badly. i dont really eat but when i do its never much. im 15 5'1 and about 96 pounds i think im fat and i dont eat because thats my new thing to take over cutting. i have to many anxities to ever list and they're stoping me from living. i have a boyfriend...
Anonymous asked: one of your picture post was "signs of major depression" and as i was reading it i thought "wow... this just fits." im always tired, can't ever get to sleep, dont want to do anything, suicide is always in the back of my head (not nessessarily for me but for my friends too). but thats not just it. i have to suppress the tears everyday at school, i keep thinking about...
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Anonymous asked: hi , im 17 years old and im a girl. i dont know what to do with my life any more.. ive been abused by my step dad and my ex boyfriend. ive been raped . ive been made fun of and ive been hurt more times then i can count. i cut almost every day.. and i just cant stop. my bestfriend was always there for me ... but she recently took her life because she didnt tell anyone her problems and was to busy...
Anonymous asked: I don't want to live anymore. I stupidly decide to tell my 'friend' I'm bisexual. Shes telling everyone. And I'm not ready for everyone to know. I'm only 16. I've told my mum and one other friend who I trust, but this one friends is holding it against me. I'm too scared to go into school. I have a crush on another boy and I know she'll probably tell...
drowningbird-deactivated2012050 asked: Don't mind me, i might just reblog everything.
Anonymous asked: So I've noticed my friend has been cutting the insides of her ears, sometimes even causing them to bleed... Is this a form of self harm? I think she's feeling a bit better towards life though...
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ctrlaltdelight asked: I want to respond to one of the posts that wished an attempt had worked, but also a response to everyone. After battling severe anxiety and clinical depression for years, I am now a senior in high school and happy. It's one of the most amazing things, but for years they told me it would get better, but I felt like it never would. I can tell you it does get better. Hold out hope for that time,...
losing-myself-in-darkness asked: I just wanted to say that, if anyone needs someone to talk to, I'm always here to listen and help if I can :) (I love your blog by the way!)
Oops...i forgot to attach the link! Silly me
Hi sorry I COMPLETELY forgot to copy/paste the link that I wanted you to show people.
http://im-still-h-e-r-e.tumblr.com/post/18464546712
If it doesn’t work, the video is on my blog! im-still-h-e-r-e
Stay Strong!
Hi! This is my video story, I also have something to say to others who are feeling depressed and want to self harm. Can you please post this so your followers know that they’re not alone and to stay strong? :)
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Anonymous asked: My best friend had developed anorexia-bullemia after hanging out with a girl who talked her into dieting, binging etc. A couple of months later, that friend abandoned her, and at the end of summer she tried to commit suicide. Her boyfriend saved her and while she was in hospital he broke up with her. Everyday she asks me why he didn't let her slip away...I don't know what to do. I love...
Anonymous asked: Last year was the worst year of my life. It's too long to explain. But I tried to kill myself twice. Now I'm 16 and I take 3 medicines and have 2 therapists. They told me things were supposed to get better but here I am a year later and I'm still so alone. I wish one of my attempts last year had worked because things just keep getting worse and I can't do this anymore.
c-oastaldreams asked: I love your blog! If you have time, can you please vote for my friend (s-a-l-t-w-a-t-e-r-waves) for chill-kids botw? She's really behind, and I think she deserves to win it! Thanks love :)
Anonymous asked: I have been self harming for a year and now my boyfriend has started, and I can't help thinking that it's all my fault
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Anonymous asked: Hello. I have a problem. I don't like people, even 'my best fiends'. I don't know what to do. I feel so bad...
Anonymous asked: There's some days I'm happy but other days where I think about suicide and cutting. I've cut before and today my counselor told me that she thinks I'm depressed. I still won't admit it to myself though, would you say I was depressed?
Anonymous asked: How many followers does this blog have?
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Anonymous asked: I want to take my whole bottle of meds right now because I just want to feel better already. I'm all fucked in the head cause I have a wall up from previous mental abuse and told a friend about this who said they wouldn't end up hurting me but they did last night by saying they didn't care I was sad. Their excuse was they thought I was trolling and didn't believe me about a...
Anonymous asked: If you don't have razors, what would be best for cutting yourself and where would you do it?
Anonymous asked: Lately I've been feeling really depressed for no apparent reason and my mom suggested it was just because of that time of the month, but little does she know that I've been feeling like this for the past couple of months. I don't know if I'm clinically depressed or not. I want to talk to her about it, but I know that all she'll say is that I'm 16 and I shouldn't...
Anonymous asked: if i tell my doctors im cutting, and tell my parents that im addicted to drugs...what are they going to do to me?
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Anonymous asked: i love this blog. its my life. thank you. i love you.
When you best friend leaves you because you tell...
It was a test of friendship, which both her and I failed. I regret telling her every single day, because we pass by each other in the hallways in total avoidance. She’s good friends with some of my best, and it kills me because when we both are in the vicinity, there’s this awkward tension that pieces my heart. The fact that she refuses to talk to me. Often, she fails to acknowledge my...
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Anonymous asked: I don't know what to do anymore. I wish I just had someone who cares. Even people I thought were there for me. It's like I'm scared to tell them anything now cause I think they wont care. I feel so alone. I hate feeling this way. What do I do?
Anonymous asked: I want to tell my parents about my cutting but I know they wouldn't give a shit. I was close to telling friends but then I realized they would make me get help. I hate to say it but I love cutting. I love everything about it. Its getting to the point where the razor is my only friend, I can't give it up. It'd be like losing everything...
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I don’t know if I have depression, and I’m too scared to go to the doctor or to even tell my Mum. I feel like I’m letting her down by feeling like this. I just want to cry and scream, and I just hate everything in my life. I feel like I have no one, I feel like my friends hate me, I feel like my whole family (except for my Mum and brother) think I’m some sort of freak....